crazy

The other day I was giving fundaes to my best friend about tolerating a relationship, who was already been into quite many relationships and is committed. Me! How lame! :P. Anyway I gave my untrained thoughts a chance to radiate out to him. Actually we both were high, so it hardly matters.
I said "There is no place for ego in a love relationship. Relationship is as complicated and yet as sensitive as a labyrinth. In case of friendship, take for example you and me.. we both have infinite ego and we know exaclty when its triggered out during a discussion so that we can get into a smooth course. In case of love there no place for ego man! You should be totally devoted to her, its like forgetting about yourself, like the state of Nirvana!" We also talked about infidelity and stuff. I dont remember exactly.

And then the next day, I was trying to recollect things I babbled about and laughed on my unfathomable nirvana funda. Almost immediately I looked up the definition of nirvana on wikipedia and I was surprised to see that Nirvana is Buddhist equivalent of Fanaa in sufism! And its also very true that people are crazy about the movie Fanaa and its songs whose lyrics are like " hona hai thujmein fanaa...". or " tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa ..."

Either I must have had the knowledge that nirvana/moksha/fanaa are equivalent and the nirvana funda came out of my subconscious or I must be crazy to think in that direction, who never been into a relationship and added to it, when I was high.