libido

In this strange world,
dwells in my id
an overdose of libido
addicted to the superficial

What seems ugly,
subdues the internal beauty
not giving a chance
This is not a fair system

Wish people could reveal
the charm of the heart as equal
And also wish there was a desire
in everyone, for it too :P

moments

Who kicked a hole in the sky
so that heavens would cry over me..

Totally drenched in the downpour while returning from mocha. Was driving at a speed of not more than 20kmph because I was viewing the world with less than 320x240 pixels resolution. And thts becoz my spectacles had no wipers.

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Had nice time at my mama's place and my home. My 2 year old little cousin had his 'first-hair-cut' ceremony at a temple in a remote village. The ceremony is called "Jaawla" in kannada. I had a chance to have south indian traditional meal on leaf plate after almost 5 years! Savouring the food and moments was just unforgettable.

And I had captured a funny video of two village drummers(dunno wat they are called, smone let me know), drumming and dancing for a wedding. I havent got the video yet thou.

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Read The Zahir. Hats off to the author. The best part was when he says one cannot be happy in life just by being content about his past successes. And talks about how to forget the past by telling stories to a friend and all and to start afresh each and everyday.

Also read Five Point Someone. Ofcourse it was awesome :D.

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Arranged

Is it the magic of ordinary days
Or were you paired in heaven
Bond as weak as of the lace
between you and the one

peculiar case I have
about a solitary woman
see how she does crave
for what she thinks heaven

her folks get her a man
for she ought to be paired
her spirits rose high
solitude now can be shared

this one is no hero she dreamed
for he is no less than a recluse
coward, egotist, taciturn
Not me! she made the abuse

a mistake she has done sordid
listening to the fairy tales
she was left in a state morbid
faith just left her in wails

Can she turn back on her own
She got the limbs mighty strong
To stand on her own
but not a courage in the feeble heart

touch by a grief-stricken Gujju woman.

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Trying it out

crazy

The other day I was giving fundaes to my best friend about tolerating a relationship, who was already been into quite many relationships and is committed. Me! How lame! :P. Anyway I gave my untrained thoughts a chance to radiate out to him. Actually we both were high, so it hardly matters.
I said "There is no place for ego in a love relationship. Relationship is as complicated and yet as sensitive as a labyrinth. In case of friendship, take for example you and me.. we both have infinite ego and we know exaclty when its triggered out during a discussion so that we can get into a smooth course. In case of love there no place for ego man! You should be totally devoted to her, its like forgetting about yourself, like the state of Nirvana!" We also talked about infidelity and stuff. I dont remember exactly.

And then the next day, I was trying to recollect things I babbled about and laughed on my unfathomable nirvana funda. Almost immediately I looked up the definition of nirvana on wikipedia and I was surprised to see that Nirvana is Buddhist equivalent of Fanaa in sufism! And its also very true that people are crazy about the movie Fanaa and its songs whose lyrics are like " hona hai thujmein fanaa...". or " tere pyar mein ho jaaun fanaa ..."

Either I must have had the knowledge that nirvana/moksha/fanaa are equivalent and the nirvana funda came out of my subconscious or I must be crazy to think in that direction, who never been into a relationship and added to it, when I was high.